WISH

He wished for death every day

Every day seemed just another wasteful day

He wished to be crushed by the speeding train or to be choked by the noose on the ceiling fan

He wished to drown into the bath tub or get fried in the morning sun

But death hated him

Never even got close to him

Longed for it more than any lover would

With all the means to embrace it but not the guts

He begged and begged n begged

People around him loved him so much that they killed him with their love

But that’s not the death he wanted

He wanted a different end

Life seemed a little better one day

The sun soothed his pain and the water calmed his brain

Every view was a different view

Like changing glasses changed the shades

Yellow and red became the new black and grey

Life seemed brighter than a dusty light bulb

love and longing felt more like a cup of hot chocolate

He wished for a peck on his cheek..just a brush of innocence

But he got a sinful kiss

So sudden and deep

He wished for it for a lifetime and somebody gave it to him

the day he wanted it the least

kissed and left him alone

the greatest sin a lover could make

dipped him into itself and threw him out when he was about to drown

but do you complain if the lover is death?

Left him motionless with only a mind to contemplate

Then started his life again

The wish to die everyday

Complaining to death for not making love to him           

For coming to him the day he found another love